4 In The Morning Thoughts

mood:tired and a lil melanchony
listening to:Supermassive Black Hole,Starlight by Muse,Transformers Theme by Mutemath,Quit Your Life,Play It Loud by MxPx,Mungkin Nanti by Peterpan,As You Sleep by Something Corporate

Hey,

Just finished going through the CF pics.I am so rite...Eyes pain now.I went through maybe about 100 plus pics?And since most of the pics look the same to me,it makes the task of sorting out the nice ones harder...

Now i'm uploading the pics for the Sunway Memories contestIts iritating me that the uploading keeps crashing.Its worse than the Blogger or Facebook pics uploader,man! But i'm so freaking tired (with eye paining somemore),i think i will just leave the pics to upload by themselve once i'm done posting this blog post.

I've been blogging a lot l8ly and i dunno y.But then again,i better get back into writting mode b4 col starts again.

To be honest,there are many things i wish i could type out here but its personal.I've decided that since this lil blog of mine is public,there are things that are best kept private.Even in my old blog,i never really talked bout J.Truth be told,even before the breakup,there were cracks in the relationship already but i guess both of us were just trying so hard to salvage whatever that is left that we just didn't notice it or for a lack of a better word,didn't wanna notice it.

There have been ppl asking me y i don't wanna get back into a relationship at the moment.They even think that i'm not over J but i am over him.Its just that i don't think i can take the pressure and stress of trying to maintain a relationship at this point in time.Its also rather unfair to the other person in the relationship if i jump into a relationship just like that without thinking.I learned a lot when i was with J.A relationship is not just a simple 'i love you,you love me so we shall be together' kinda thing.It takes a lot of commitment,feelings/emotions and communication to make a relationship work and hopefully last.Without commitment,there's no point being in a relationship.Without feelings/emotions,the relationship might as well be dead.Last but not least,without communication,you can never ever make a relationship work.

I know its weird to talk about this at 4 sumthin in the morning but then again,i'm revealing a lil bit bout myself without revealing everything.I've learned that whatever you say publicly can be said in a whole different context so its better to keep private things private.For now,i'll bid you all good nite or rather a good very early morning.

P/S Whatever i said about relationships are just my own opinion.It also takes more than the 3 things i stated above to make a relationship work.When you do get into a relationship,you will know what more it takes to make it work such as honesty,trust and e.t.c...That's all for now,take care :)

Love y'all,
QuirkyLilPrincess