Complicated Maze

mood:emo-y
listening to:Down by Blink-182,I Miss You by Blink-182,Always by Blink-182,Seventeen Forever by Metro Station,All You Wanted by Michelle Branch,Fallen Through by Skye Sweetnam

I have this distinct feeling that i just feel like
i wanna be taken care of for a bit.
A nagging feeling that does no good to me.
I seem happy but i can't seem to feel it.

Lil smiles,lil laughs & lil tears.
I am not hankering for a relationship now
but neither am i happy being alone.
Love,hate.Its simple yet oh so complicated

Risks.Should i or should i not?
After all,you only live once.
I crashed and burn so many times
that i can't find the strengh to just
go through it anymore

Don't you ever get the feeling like
gosh,haven't i been here before?
Sometimes i feel like giving up
on this maze.

Maybe i should.

Growing Up

mood:pleasant with a hangover :P
listening to:All The Way Around by Ali Lohan,Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year by Fall Out Boy,I;m Still Breathing by Katy Perry

To be honest,i do not know
what will happen tomorrow
or even later
but at the moment,
i know i'm happy,
I'm contented at least.

I have people who i love and
they love me too.
They know who they are
and to you all,
thanks :)

I may fall down,
i may get bruised by
experiences
but its all part of
growing up

Growing up may
not be fun
but its the
best experience of
a lifetime :)