Yellow Brick Road

I've never been one to follow down the path of the yellow brick road. I tend to chart my own path however over the past few years, I feel like I need to keep changing to follow someone else's path and this hurts a lot. I feel suffocated and choked up. Occasionally I pause to stop and think but at the same time, I wish I can go back to being the carefree me. The me that no one cares about but at the same time, it is too late to go back to that path.