mood:happily headbanging
listening to:Last Farewell + Bad Boy Remix (Mixmaxx Remix) by Big Bang & Son Dam Bi
hey
i tengah headbanging to a Big Bang & Son Dam Bi song remix now.Facebook & gmail is like shit at the moment.My internet pun macam shit so probably continue my stuff tonight lar.Got loads of pics to upload...sigh...
Headbanging makes me happy :)
take care,
quirkylilprincess
Monday, April 27, 2009
"Baby,Don't Return To Me If You Think That I'm Not Worth Your Time""
mood:happy and pleasant
listening to:Wo You Wo De Young by Fahrenheit,She's A Lady by Forever The Sickest Kids
hey all,
i cleaned up my room today.Yes i did.Ok lar,not super tidy or anything but at least as my mummy says u can see the floor now.
I packed up all the stuff that J ever gave me.Stuff he gave me before and after we were together.The soft toys,the mug and the cards and even the Jay Chou postcard.I packed them all up into a box.I'm not so mean to give it back to him.After all,he had good thoughts and intentions to give those stuff to me back then.
I feel happier in a way?letting things go is never easy but as days go by,it does get a lil bit easier.Anywayz,i guess that's bout it today.Hope The Boi's fever get well soon.take care.
love,
quirkylilprincess
listening to:Wo You Wo De Young by Fahrenheit,She's A Lady by Forever The Sickest Kids
hey all,
i cleaned up my room today.Yes i did.Ok lar,not super tidy or anything but at least as my mummy says u can see the floor now.
I packed up all the stuff that J ever gave me.Stuff he gave me before and after we were together.The soft toys,the mug and the cards and even the Jay Chou postcard.I packed them all up into a box.I'm not so mean to give it back to him.After all,he had good thoughts and intentions to give those stuff to me back then.
I feel happier in a way?letting things go is never easy but as days go by,it does get a lil bit easier.Anywayz,i guess that's bout it today.Hope The Boi's fever get well soon.take care.
love,
quirkylilprincess
"Some Things I'll Never Know And I Had To Let Them Go"
mood:reflecting on life,neither happy or sad.just normal
listening to:Pressure,That's What You Get by Paramore,Oh Sizuka by Pop Shuvit,Love Story by Rain
hey,
feeling better today.not so emo.For me,if things will happen,they will happen.That doesn't mean i will just sit down and hope for something to happen.I will go on with my life and make it happen.
I know i don't really make sense.haha.Basically,i find that the more you want something to happen,the more it doesn't happen.So i will just stop hoping for the moment and wait for a surprise.I'm not gonna feel numb,i'm not gonna go emo and i'm not gonna give up on love because loving someone is the best thing in the world you could feel.I mean just becoz J hurt me a lot,it doesn't mean i have to give everything up.
I know i sound contradictary but then again,isn't everyone that way in a sense?I saw a funfair earlier this evening.It was pretty.It got me thinking how would things be like if i went there with J when we were still in love.Would we end up being happy or end up getting into another arguement that results in him being pissed at me while i cry?But when i saw the ferris wheel,it got me thinking that life goes on just like how the ferris wheel moves on.Life have its ups and downs.What we can do is just to live life as it comes one day at a time.
love,
quirkylilprincess
listening to:Pressure,That's What You Get by Paramore,Oh Sizuka by Pop Shuvit,Love Story by Rain
hey,
feeling better today.not so emo.For me,if things will happen,they will happen.That doesn't mean i will just sit down and hope for something to happen.I will go on with my life and make it happen.
I know i don't really make sense.haha.Basically,i find that the more you want something to happen,the more it doesn't happen.So i will just stop hoping for the moment and wait for a surprise.I'm not gonna feel numb,i'm not gonna go emo and i'm not gonna give up on love because loving someone is the best thing in the world you could feel.I mean just becoz J hurt me a lot,it doesn't mean i have to give everything up.
I know i sound contradictary but then again,isn't everyone that way in a sense?I saw a funfair earlier this evening.It was pretty.It got me thinking how would things be like if i went there with J when we were still in love.Would we end up being happy or end up getting into another arguement that results in him being pissed at me while i cry?But when i saw the ferris wheel,it got me thinking that life goes on just like how the ferris wheel moves on.Life have its ups and downs.What we can do is just to live life as it comes one day at a time.
love,
quirkylilprincess
Sunday, April 26, 2009
"This love,I'm Never Falling In Love Again" But Day By Day,I'll Become Stronger
mood:emo but will get through it
listening to:This Love,Lies,Haru Haru (Day By Day) by Big Bang
hey,
for some reason,i still don't really feel alright although my hols have started.i still feel like there's a lot of things to do which i can't seem to find a way to complete them all.
Everyday i feel like i'm going through a maze and everytime i thought i found an exit,its just a dead end.I end up coming back to the centre of the maze to try to find another exit but i keep going around in circles.
It doesn't help that my emotions are going up and down these days.I can be very quiet these days mainly because i'm not feeling the energy to pretend that i'm alright,happy enough and ok to just talk.It hurts to pretend but yet at the same time,if i don't pretend,questions get asked and i'm tired to even to try to answer.
These days,i miss J.For no reason at all.I don't even know why i miss him.Its been more than 6 months.I'm over him but not over the things he did.Not over his kisses,his hand on mine,his voice and smses that just calms me down whenever i had a really bad day.I don't even have anyone to randomly text lil stories to these days.Everytime i'm bored or had something random happen to me,i grab my phone like a reflex action wanting to text him but every single time that happens,i have to remind myself that he's not mine anymore and that he's not obligated to reply or even read my text msgs.
Sori for all the emoness but that's how i really feel at this point in time.I told Ryo that i dun even want anybody anymore if all it is gonna do to me is hurt me (at least in that context,i said) I do get lonely,i do get jealous,i do miss having someone but you learn to live with the circumstances.You learn to just let go.To just feel alright being alone.That is what i have to learn and i hope i will because i know that i can't always depend on The Boi or Ryo or Secret or Jess or anyone for that matter to always be there for me.At the end of the day,its only God and me,myself & i alone.I will get through this :)
love,
quirkylilprincess
listening to:This Love,Lies,Haru Haru (Day By Day) by Big Bang
hey,
for some reason,i still don't really feel alright although my hols have started.i still feel like there's a lot of things to do which i can't seem to find a way to complete them all.
Everyday i feel like i'm going through a maze and everytime i thought i found an exit,its just a dead end.I end up coming back to the centre of the maze to try to find another exit but i keep going around in circles.
It doesn't help that my emotions are going up and down these days.I can be very quiet these days mainly because i'm not feeling the energy to pretend that i'm alright,happy enough and ok to just talk.It hurts to pretend but yet at the same time,if i don't pretend,questions get asked and i'm tired to even to try to answer.
These days,i miss J.For no reason at all.I don't even know why i miss him.Its been more than 6 months.I'm over him but not over the things he did.Not over his kisses,his hand on mine,his voice and smses that just calms me down whenever i had a really bad day.I don't even have anyone to randomly text lil stories to these days.Everytime i'm bored or had something random happen to me,i grab my phone like a reflex action wanting to text him but every single time that happens,i have to remind myself that he's not mine anymore and that he's not obligated to reply or even read my text msgs.
Sori for all the emoness but that's how i really feel at this point in time.I told Ryo that i dun even want anybody anymore if all it is gonna do to me is hurt me (at least in that context,i said) I do get lonely,i do get jealous,i do miss having someone but you learn to live with the circumstances.You learn to just let go.To just feel alright being alone.That is what i have to learn and i hope i will because i know that i can't always depend on The Boi or Ryo or Secret or Jess or anyone for that matter to always be there for me.At the end of the day,its only God and me,myself & i alone.I will get through this :)
love,
quirkylilprincess
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Don't Let Me Fall Asleep Feeling Empty Again
mood:sleepy...
listening to:One Of The Boys by Katy Perry,Preasure by Paramore
Yes,i'm still up.Been uploading loads of pics onto my Facebook,check it out if you have my Facebook.If not,the link is on the right side of this blog.Me is sleepy.Gonna crash.Nitez...
love,
QuirkyLilPrincess
listening to:One Of The Boys by Katy Perry,Preasure by Paramore
Yes,i'm still up.Been uploading loads of pics onto my Facebook,check it out if you have my Facebook.If not,the link is on the right side of this blog.Me is sleepy.Gonna crash.Nitez...
love,
QuirkyLilPrincess
Saturday, April 18, 2009
The 19 Things
mood:happy & perky
listening to:Homecoming by Hey Monday,Gu Dan Mo Tian Lun by Fahrenheit,Right Round by Flo Rida,I Bet You Look Good On The Dancefloor by Arctic Monkeys,Heaven by Big Bang,How You Love Me Now by Hey Monday,Hey Brittany by Forever The Sickest Kids,Huo Zhe Viva by Nicholas Tse,Life Goes On by Chemistry,Just Dance by Lady Gaga,Now That We're Done by Metro Station,Kiss A Girl by Skye Sweetnam,Poker Face by Lady Gaga,Last Farewell by Big Bang,Love Story by Rain,Oh Sizuka by Pop Shuvit,One Of The Boys by Katy Perry,Pressure by Paramore,Reach Out by Hilary Duff,Sha Sha De Yong Qi by Fahrenheit,There Is by Box Car Racer,She's A Lady by Forever The Sickest Kids
hey all,
my b'day is on the 5th May.Coming in like 2 weeks plus time.anywayz...this is my list of 19 things i want & want to do b4 i turn 21st(i'll add more once i did the things and 19 becoz i'm turning 19 as hard as it is to believe...)
19 things i want for my 19th b'day
1) hair makeover (done,thanks to mummy dearest)
2) driving licence (yes,i still can't drive...anybody willing to pay for a instructor and my exams for me???)
3) Estee Lauder Model Search Makeover Package/day at the spa (i've not ever been to a spa)
4) 1TB external hard disk (to store my Japanese/Taiwanese/korean dramas,animes,music,pics and random stuff)
5) a Sony Vaio or Dell laptop in red,black,pink or apple green colour (preferbally 3/4GB ram & 320/380 hard disk space)
6)everything Domokon from Action City in the Gardens Mid Valley.Domokon t-shirts and caps are accepted as well (yes,i'm in love with that thing.I want every single Domokon from Action City in the Gardens Mid Valley,i don't care if its the same thing,just that diff size.I want every size!!!Even the handbag!In case you don't know what Domukon is,here are pics for your info
The Domokon (taken from cincauhangus.com)
Coloured version of Domokon
(taken from Goggle.com)
listening to:Homecoming by Hey Monday,Gu Dan Mo Tian Lun by Fahrenheit,Right Round by Flo Rida,I Bet You Look Good On The Dancefloor by Arctic Monkeys,Heaven by Big Bang,How You Love Me Now by Hey Monday,Hey Brittany by Forever The Sickest Kids,Huo Zhe Viva by Nicholas Tse,Life Goes On by Chemistry,Just Dance by Lady Gaga,Now That We're Done by Metro Station,Kiss A Girl by Skye Sweetnam,Poker Face by Lady Gaga,Last Farewell by Big Bang,Love Story by Rain,Oh Sizuka by Pop Shuvit,One Of The Boys by Katy Perry,Pressure by Paramore,Reach Out by Hilary Duff,Sha Sha De Yong Qi by Fahrenheit,There Is by Box Car Racer,She's A Lady by Forever The Sickest Kids
hey all,
my b'day is on the 5th May.Coming in like 2 weeks plus time.anywayz...this is my list of 19 things i want & want to do b4 i turn 21st(i'll add more once i did the things and 19 becoz i'm turning 19 as hard as it is to believe...)
19 things i want for my 19th b'day
1) hair makeover (done,thanks to mummy dearest)
2) driving licence (yes,i still can't drive...anybody willing to pay for a instructor and my exams for me???)
3) Estee Lauder Model Search Makeover Package/day at the spa (i've not ever been to a spa)
4) 1TB external hard disk (to store my Japanese/Taiwanese/korean dramas,animes,music,pics and random stuff)
5) a Sony Vaio or Dell laptop in red,black,pink or apple green colour (preferbally 3/4GB ram & 320/380 hard disk space)
6)everything Domokon from Action City in the Gardens Mid Valley.Domokon t-shirts and caps are accepted as well (yes,i'm in love with that thing.I want every single Domokon from Action City in the Gardens Mid Valley,i don't care if its the same thing,just that diff size.I want every size!!!Even the handbag!In case you don't know what Domukon is,here are pics for your info
The Domokon (taken from cincauhangus.com)
Coloured version of Domokon(taken from Goggle.com)
7)Mokona from xxxholic or The Chronicle Of The Wings a.k.a Tsubasa (if you can find coz its pretty hard to find,soft toy or keychain or anythin Mokona also can)once again,pics for your info
I like the black Mokona
white Mokona is not bad also
I like the black Mokona
white Mokona is not bad also8) treats at Starbucks for my whole b'day month
9) a road trip down to Mallaca/Penang/Ipoh or Singapore the weekend b4 my b'day (2nd-3rd or 4th May)/a trip to Sunway Lagoon all expense paid for
10) a trip to the cd store and get some cds i want and also several dvds of Japanese/Taiwanese/korean series
11) Better yet,just get me Folie A Deux by Fall Out Boy,The Fame by Lady Gaga,Jinius At Work by Jin Hackman,Rainism by Rain (that Korean Singer) albums by Fahrenheit a.k.a Fei Lun Hai,Big Bang (Korean group) cds,One Of The Boys by Katy Perry,albums by Paramore plus dvds of the Hanazakarino Kimitachihe (Taiwan Version) series and Hanazakari no Kimitachi e Ikemen Paradise (Japanese Version) series,Hana Yori Dango 1 & 2 (the Taiwanese version which is Meteor Garden 1 & 2 and the Japanese version) series,Honey & Clover (the anime,the Japanese version & the Taiwanese version) series,Akihabara@DEEP (Japanese series starring Toma Ikuta) & Maou (Japanese series starring Toma Ikuta) along with the specials (Japanese series always have specials) [The dvds must have English or Malay subtitles,preferbally English because i can't understand Mandarin & Japanese]
*yes,i love my music and J-dramas esspecially ones with Toma Ikuta,salivating ;p Goggle them k?too many pics i would have to upload
12) a whole day of photoshooting (me as the model..yes,me is narcissistic)
13) clubbing & drinks without paying (as in its my b'day treat so you pay for me)
14) cupcakes for my b'day cake with Domokons,Mokonas,Patricks from Spongebob Squarepants,Spongebob Squarepants' and Avril Lavigne's star logo from the Let Go album all over the cupcakes
15) headphone for my upstairs pc (so i can watch my dramas/animes and listen to my music in peace
16) mirrors for my room (yes,i still don't have a mirror)
17) Flash Diffuser/extra battery/external flash/extra memory card/camera bag for my baby (Canon EOS 450D)
18) tickets to Lee Hom's concert or Vertical Horizon in Singapore (if i don't go for road trip)
19) the last thing i want is just for ppl to remember my b'day and to wish me :)
19 things i want to do before i turn 21
1) get into Zouk (illegally...)
2) club all night,crash in a friend's car in the col carpark and wake up for classes straightaway (parents would kill me...)
3) go on a roadtrip either with the guys,my babes or Secret,Kelvin & my bro (still waiting on it...)
4) go out a whole day shopping and get everything i want (obviously not within my means...)
5) flirt outrageously and make the guy think he picked up an underage girl (yes,i'm mean...)
6) dye a crazy hair colour (like orange or blood red or pink)
7) DRIVE!!!
8) go out one whole day for gigs,shopping and then clubbing
9) stay a whole day in Starbucks just hanging with the boi and my guys plus babes
10) go Singapore on my own just on a solitary road trip
11) travel to Australia or US or Japan
12) sneak backstage at a gig where i know no insider people there
13) at least see Fall Out Boy/Paramore/Hey Monday/The Ting Tings/Lady Gaga in a gig once
14) do a whole day of photoshooting my friends for collages/photobooks
15) bungeejump
16) sing on stage alone/with a backup band in front of a crowd/remake music video(s) of my choice
17) be crazy in public as in jumping around,sing,dance away without a care in the world and pose for pics like there's no 2molo (i do that but rather toned down,i want to be really crazy! ala Avril Lavigne & her bois in the "Complicated" music video)
18) fake being a couple with one of my bois for a whole weekend (for the total heck of it)
19) cosplay as anything i want like Katy Perry or Lady Gaga,Miss Yuko from xxxholic or even Hagu from Honey & Clover
These are just things i want & want to do.I know i kinda selfish and silly to ask for so many things that aren't really important but i guess that's just me.I'm still growing up so most of what i want and asked for and want to do sound crazy but then again,i'm never really normal.Just wishing me a happy b'day does make me happy as well :) take care
love,
QuirkyLilPrincess
9) a road trip down to Mallaca/Penang/Ipoh or Singapore the weekend b4 my b'day (2nd-3rd or 4th May)/a trip to Sunway Lagoon all expense paid for
10) a trip to the cd store and get some cds i want and also several dvds of Japanese/Taiwanese/korean series
11) Better yet,just get me Folie A Deux by Fall Out Boy,The Fame by Lady Gaga,Jinius At Work by Jin Hackman,Rainism by Rain (that Korean Singer) albums by Fahrenheit a.k.a Fei Lun Hai,Big Bang (Korean group) cds,One Of The Boys by Katy Perry,albums by Paramore plus dvds of the Hanazakarino Kimitachihe (Taiwan Version) series and Hanazakari no Kimitachi e Ikemen Paradise (Japanese Version) series,Hana Yori Dango 1 & 2 (the Taiwanese version which is Meteor Garden 1 & 2 and the Japanese version) series,Honey & Clover (the anime,the Japanese version & the Taiwanese version) series,Akihabara@DEEP (Japanese series starring Toma Ikuta) & Maou (Japanese series starring Toma Ikuta) along with the specials (Japanese series always have specials) [The dvds must have English or Malay subtitles,preferbally English because i can't understand Mandarin & Japanese]
*yes,i love my music and J-dramas esspecially ones with Toma Ikuta,salivating ;p Goggle them k?too many pics i would have to upload
12) a whole day of photoshooting (me as the model..yes,me is narcissistic)
13) clubbing & drinks without paying (as in its my b'day treat so you pay for me)
14) cupcakes for my b'day cake with Domokons,Mokonas,Patricks from Spongebob Squarepants,Spongebob Squarepants' and Avril Lavigne's star logo from the Let Go album all over the cupcakes
15) headphone for my upstairs pc (so i can watch my dramas/animes and listen to my music in peace
16) mirrors for my room (yes,i still don't have a mirror)
17) Flash Diffuser/extra battery/external flash/extra memory card/camera bag for my baby (Canon EOS 450D)
18) tickets to Lee Hom's concert or Vertical Horizon in Singapore (if i don't go for road trip)
19) the last thing i want is just for ppl to remember my b'day and to wish me :)
19 things i want to do before i turn 21
1) get into Zouk (illegally...)
2) club all night,crash in a friend's car in the col carpark and wake up for classes straightaway (parents would kill me...)
3) go on a roadtrip either with the guys,my babes or Secret,Kelvin & my bro (still waiting on it...)
4) go out a whole day shopping and get everything i want (obviously not within my means...)
5) flirt outrageously and make the guy think he picked up an underage girl (yes,i'm mean...)
6) dye a crazy hair colour (like orange or blood red or pink)
7) DRIVE!!!
8) go out one whole day for gigs,shopping and then clubbing
9) stay a whole day in Starbucks just hanging with the boi and my guys plus babes
10) go Singapore on my own just on a solitary road trip
11) travel to Australia or US or Japan
12) sneak backstage at a gig where i know no insider people there
13) at least see Fall Out Boy/Paramore/Hey Monday/The Ting Tings/Lady Gaga in a gig once
14) do a whole day of photoshooting my friends for collages/photobooks
15) bungeejump
16) sing on stage alone/with a backup band in front of a crowd/remake music video(s) of my choice
17) be crazy in public as in jumping around,sing,dance away without a care in the world and pose for pics like there's no 2molo (i do that but rather toned down,i want to be really crazy! ala Avril Lavigne & her bois in the "Complicated" music video)
18) fake being a couple with one of my bois for a whole weekend (for the total heck of it)
19) cosplay as anything i want like Katy Perry or Lady Gaga,Miss Yuko from xxxholic or even Hagu from Honey & Clover
These are just things i want & want to do.I know i kinda selfish and silly to ask for so many things that aren't really important but i guess that's just me.I'm still growing up so most of what i want and asked for and want to do sound crazy but then again,i'm never really normal.Just wishing me a happy b'day does make me happy as well :) take care
love,
QuirkyLilPrincess
"I Called Her On The Phone & She Touched Herself,I Laughed Myself To Sleep"
mood:happy like
listening to:Wow,I Can Get Sexual Too by Say Anything,Be The One by The Ting Tings,Control by Metro Station,Dangerous by G One,Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3
hey all,
just uploading pics that don't quite go with my photoblog,hahahahaha.real post coming after this.
Me,The Boi with my baby,the Canon EOS 450D
Me,The Boi & Ah Seng
I have a twin!
Us on the cover of a magazine
The Boi looking hot
Me,The Boi wanted
Don't feed us!
Me,the darling Pearl
Doll like
Flavors of bubble tea (sori blur
coz i took this fast)
My bubble milk tea & my apom balik :D
listening to:Wow,I Can Get Sexual Too by Say Anything,Be The One by The Ting Tings,Control by Metro Station,Dangerous by G One,Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3
hey all,
just uploading pics that don't quite go with my photoblog,hahahahaha.real post coming after this.
Me,The Boi with my baby,the Canon EOS 450D
Me,The Boi & Ah Seng
I have a twin!
Us on the cover of a magazine
The Boi looking hot
Me,The Boi wanted
Don't feed us!*All the above pics are taken with The Boi's Trinity a.k.a Sony Vaio laptop cam
Me,the darling Pearl
Doll like
Flavors of bubble tea (sori blurcoz i took this fast)
My bubble milk tea & my apom balik :DLeave comments :) check out me photoblog at qlpphotography & leave comments :)
love,
QuirkyLilPrincess
love,
QuirkyLilPrincess
Thursday, April 16, 2009
"I Think I'm Turning Japanese.I Really Think So",I Look Like A Doll
Doll
PeaceNew hairstyle.Doll like,new hair colour.Dyed and highlighted.
love,
QuirkyLilPrincess
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Short Hi & Pretty Vaio
currently using O's lovely Sony Vaio in the col library.The vaio is so pretty :) tempted to run off with it but i'm not that mean.sori no updates in awhile.Been so bz...did a photoshoot for a fren's assignment,she have really nice poses.Update more soon.I have twitter now,check it out at www.twiter.com/quirkyprincess
love yar
QuirkyLilPrincess
love yar
QuirkyLilPrincess
Saturday, April 11, 2009
QLP Photography
hey
sori for no updates for so long,i get my hols in bout 3 weeks.i'll update more then.Meanwhile,i've created a photoblog called qlpphotography.i hope you all will visit and comment pics once i put up some pics.Thanks.
Alison
sori for no updates for so long,i get my hols in bout 3 weeks.i'll update more then.Meanwhile,i've created a photoblog called qlpphotography.i hope you all will visit and comment pics once i put up some pics.Thanks.
Alison
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Apologies
to those ppl's booths who i took shots of today at kl design week at capsquare,i'm so sorry,my later shots i accidentally deleted!!!so sori!!!
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