This is not a song by blink-182

as i grow up,i realize something about myself.

i'm less vocal these days.i'm still a rebel but not so much

anymore,i guess?

ever since i got into college,my self esteem is up and down.

i worry about my weight,my hair colour,my hair style,

my height but most of all,my self.

sometimes i doubt myself so badly

sometimes i don't know if i've really grew up

i guess in some ways,i'm still immature.

i want to bluntly throw everything out here

but i can never find the perfect words.

this is not a song by blink-182

hence it won't be perfect.

i love you

do you know i just love staring at you while you sleep?

do you know i love you hugging me from behind

and you just leaning your head against mine?

do you know i love it when you take pictures of me?

do you know how much i'm so addicted to you?

I love it when our hands entwined together.

i love it when you smile at me when i just

meow at you

i love it when you look so sleepy because you look

so cute

i love it when you hug me tight and cry

because i know then that i'm so important to you

i love you for every lil thing.

sometimes i wish that i can say everything out

without being so bluntly obvious

but only three lil words convey everything

i love you

just a thought

if only i'm so eloquent in my words as people usually believe i am
and if only i can open up about everything here then probably,
i won't be always lost on what to write on