Words Fall Through Me

listening to:Little Lovers So Polite by Silversun Pickups,Your Call by Secondhand Serenade,Falling Slowly by Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova


This is strange.i feel your presence around me so much.
every time i cry,every time i scream into my pillow,
every time my heart breaks on the inside,i feel you even more.
Perhaps,this was why Bella kept torturing herself just to feel Edward more.
The thing that hurts me the most is how close i feel you with me but you're
not even actually here.at least,not physically.
I found myself checking out a guy today.he was pretty cute & had a cute voice.
A cute voice with accents.You know how I'm like for guys who have accents right?
Strangely i felt guilt.I felt guilty for checking that guy out.
At that moment,i missed you so much.i missed that day.
The day where we just sat in MPH reading mangas next to each other
and you kissing my forehead when i said "i love you".

I miss it so much.Even typing out this post,it urges me to cry.
I worry about you all the time.i think about you all the time.
I miss you so much.What i miss most now is just to lean my head against your chest
and you playing with my hair.

Remember when we fought and i walked away from you?The whole time,
i was looking back to see if you were following me but you weren't because i
was being childish.my heart broke.I acknowledge,i was being childish
but sometimes i wish you would give in and just run after me if i ever do that again.

I've been sighing a lot these days.been staying up waiting for your text msgs.Don't get me
wrong,i understand that you're busy because of work.i just miss you too much and i acknowledge it.

this is just a rambling post.don't mind me but i did mean most things i said.i love you.i really do.

Simple Lil Thing :)

One of the things i love most about you
is when you kiss me when i say i love you.
You may not say it back to me but your
actions does more than words :)
I love you.

Comic Fiesta 2009 Ad :)

hey ppl,

the ad or as some ppl call it commercial for Comic Fiesta 2009 or better known as CF 09 is already out on Youtube :) watch it below or you can go to Youtube to watch it directly here.It will air on Animax as well :) Animax is channel 715 on Astro in Malaysia.have fun watching it :) btw,i think the brown background in the ad resembles a cockboard (don't think dirty :P) that i want put on the wall in my room to pin up pictures of anime characters and stuff.okies,i'm just rambling here.Go off to watch the ad! :)

Anime Festival Asia 2009

Anime Festival Asia 2009 or better known as AFA 2009 is only 4 days away ppl!!! Those who haven't purchase tickets,go do so!!! I have no budget to go but i'm sure it will be rocking hard :) for more info,please click the poster below or go here.arigato :)

The One Academy/Storm Warriors Art Contest

hey,I had a lil birdie who whispered to me about this contest.I'm sure most of you had at least seen part of the 1st Storm Warriors movie or even the series.i remember drooling over Ekin Cheng back then *droll,smacks self* anywayz,The One Academy,Sin Chew Daily & GSC are organizing a comic art challenge in conjunction with the squeal release of the Storm Warriors on the 1oth of Dec 2009 which is next month.

All you all have to do is click on the poster below to get more info and to download the forms here

Remember the deadline is 11 Dec 2009 at 5pm so don't be late :)

Gempak Starz's 2009 Cosplay Comp

hey hey ppl,

After Taylor's Anime Hanabi Fest last week,we now have Gempak Starz's 2009 Cosplay Comp :) its gonna be this saturday which is the 21st of november 2009 and my God,too bad my costume ain't ready yet coz i would join it myself if i could.Its totally awesome prizes like cash prizes and vouchers and whole lotta more stuff :) Click on the schedule below to know more info :)