Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts

Friday, October 3, 2014

Checking In

It's time again to brush off some cobwebs on my blog. Work has been really crazy and hectic. Most nights, the earliest I leave office is like 8.30 or 9pm unless I have an appointment or meeting. Latest I have ever left was like close to midnight.

Don't get me wrong, I do love my job. I have so much passion for it and I love the brand that I'm representing for, it's just that I feel I need to take a breather somehow. From my last job to coming here, I had less than a week to breath and take a break. Once I came in here, it was, go, go and go. Only times I ever really took a break is when i'm on mc or really really dead tired. Most times, even on weekends, I use any free spare time to catch up on work that I did not manage to get to during the week.

Needless to say that family time, relationship time and even friendship time is slightly suffering. All I can say is that I'm lucky to have an understanding family, WH and friends. But it does get tough, I have broken down and cried before thinking did I bite off more than I could chew but I wake up and it's always a new day again.

On another hand, I have taken into writing short stories again albeit they are fan fiction but at least it's a form of writing that is not related to work so it's a bit more relaxing and its nice when people say they like the style I write. Trust me, having to rewrite your copies over and over again can be kind of demotivating at times.

I do hope to blog more soon however it is getting late and I'm really tired after a long day of work so adios until the next time :)

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Those High School Years

I have been listening to the new Fall Out Boy album streaming on Youtube and it got me thinking about high school.Whenever i listen to Avril Lavigne,Skye Sweetnam,Paramore,Fall Out Boy,Good Charlotte,Blink-182,Linkin Park,Panic! At The Disco just to name a few,i think about high school.These were the bands that defined my high school years.


Took this during my high school graduation (i was so much skinnier :p)

It doesn't help that i had dreams lately of certain people significant during my high school years and i have been catching up with one of them,let's just call him KZ. Funnily enough,KZ and me actually did not meet in high school,we met when we were both in primary school but we never really got close until high school as he is three years older than me.


Yes, this was how i looked like at 17...

But one thing about KZ is that no matter how long we have not talked to each other,whenever he picks up the phone or calls me back,he just goes "hey,how's it going?" as though we just spoke yesterday or the day before.There's no such thing as awkward silences between us somehow which is ironic considering i actually had the biggest crush on him when i was 13 but he being him let me down nicely and somehow over the years,we just managed to maintain this odd yet comfortable friendship.


Yes i was the rebel,i tried burning stuff with the Bunsen burner and got my friend to take pictures of me with my cellphone and i did not tie my hair up although i had been asked to do so a lot of times by many prefects

I spoke to him couple of days back after not calling him for like almost 3 years? (yes,i know i'm not a very good friend) and i thought it would be like totally awkward however he just made it so easy to talk and spill everything to him.

I'm sure some of you do wonder if WH is comfortable with all this going on,let's just say he's not super comfortable but we kind of agreed to compromise in the sense that i will meet KZ with him and he gets to know KZ and hopefully find that KZ is a pretty ok guy.


Evidence of me sleeping in class

The thing is that i hope it won't be awkward as i have not seen KZ at all for like 8-9 years now (we just didn't seem to meet up after he left high school,we talked over the phone and stuff and kept saying we should meet up but somehow,i don't know why,we never seem to actually meet)


Yes,i did not even secretly take pictures with my cellphone,i was openly doing it :P

Anyways,let's get back to the topic at hand,high school.I was most awkward during my high school years (not to say i'm not still awkward now) I had crushes all the time and one of them was on like the most popular cute guy who had a posse of his own which i got bullied from,i even had them spitting ice at me before,teasing me from three floors above among other stuff they did...needless to say,not memories i like to remember.


Yes,i even camwhored in class

I was the rebel,i got into fights (yes,i punched some dude and i got one back on my face),i picked fights with the seniors,i slept in class and ate in class like nobody's business.I even skipped classes by hiding in my junior's class.The only skipping i never did was actually to climb the wall and jump out of school although i was tempted to do so :P

I even brought illegal items to school like mp3 player and my cell phone.I was lucky to have the thin Motorola phone that i could hide in my shoe however it got confiscated once and i had to ask my mum to lie to the school and get it back for me...those were the days in high school.

Come to think of it,i have always been a rebel even in primary school.I actually went and chased after seniors who were like standard 5 or 6 when i was in standard 3 if they teased my girls and i actually threatened to beat them up.imagine a pint sized little girl threatening the seniors which are guys.If i'm not mistaken,that was actually how KZ got to know me cause i remember him coming up to me when i was waiting for my mum and asked if i was that tiny little girl who he heard about going after the seniors and threatening them.


I was the rebel to wear my checkered Vans shoes to a school outing with my school uniform and even camwhored in the bathroom and made others wait for me :P

That's a funny memory actually,i do wonder if he remembers that.Well,i guess i'm still a little like that.I can never stand it if people trash my friends and i would stand up to them no matter how small size i am compared to those people.

And here i am going off topic again but that is also like me during high school,i can never stay focused in class,i was always daydreaming or writing stories and fanfictions or better yet,i was sleeping @-@ Needless to say,i wasn't exactly the teacher's pet except the English teachers.

Once in awhile,i do miss high school.It felt complicated when i was going through it but right now compared to everything else,it was my most memorable years.Of course,it doesn't help that whenever i talk to KZ or any of the boys i knew during my high school years,i feel that age again.That innocence,that rebelling person.

KZ makes me feel like i'm 13 again and admiring him for being more mature and knowing just how to advice me and Ryo makes me feel like i'm 16-17 again and hanging out with him in his class and not getting caught for cutting class since teachers will not bother looking for me in a junior's class.Whenever i do somehow think about Shawn Yue,i feel 16 and feel that heartbreak all over again (it's a too long story that i do not wish to expand but i confessed to him,he said ok then later he took it back,well i felt like he ripped my heart out and let's just say his name filled a lot of pages in my journal back then)

I do miss high school and even though i'm going to turn 23 next month,i never feel much older actually and quoting Avril Lavigne, here's to never growing up

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Stress Among Other Things

i read an article about overstressed or something like that in the sunday star newspaper.it was one of those articles whereby they tell you how to watch out for the symptoms of overworking or overstressed.i realised i matched a lot of the symptoms.

WH have been getting it from me over the past few weeks.i get iritated and annoyed really fast.i won't say i'm the most patient person in the world.after all,i'm a girl and our hormones drives us crazy more so than the average person and combine that with stress,lets just say that you got a cocktail of nuclear bombs.

i have been either scolding WH or shouting at him for some really minor stuff and honestly i feel bad about it.sorry dear dear.maybe the stress of uni life have finally gotten to me.assignments and stuff,i'm still trying to find the right balance to it all.

On another note,i have turned 21.21 doesn't feel any different from 20.it still feels normal except for the fact that i can officially go clubbing or drinking now although people still do mistake me as below 18 due to my small size.My family have gotten another dog.A shih tzu and we named her Nikki Coco Cheong.she's not a replacement.no one can ever replace Wookie but i guess she will be a new companion and a soothe for our loneliness.she's really cute but quite quiet.so far,i have only heard her bark once maybe twice but she does whine.

to be honest,i can't wait for my break.i need a few weeks without thinking about my assignments.right now i'm thinking about my assignments which are due in less than a month and all four of them are around the same time.WH have been asking me to rest and relax and take deep breaths but i can't.i have a presentation in about an hour and my head is already swirling with my other assignments that are pending in the next few weeks.

as i once told WH,even if i don't say anything,it doesn't mean that i don't feel the stress.i'm not complaining but it would be nice to just not think about assignments for awhile.i had 2 weeks break couple of weeks back but all i could think about were assignments.

anyways,i'm gonna leave and hopefully my next post will be something happier.take care.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Triggers

and just as i thought i'm moving on,
i teared up reading mummy's blog posts
about you.the kitties around the
neighbourhood still miss you.
It feels odd not to hear your lil
barks,not to have to mop around
your toys and place mat and towels
and pillows.
it feels odd not to have you sitting at
my feet when i watch tv or having you
trying to climb up onto the couch to sit with me.
i guess all i'm doing now is trying to block you
out of my mind but tears still come whenever
something triggers my memory.when will this
stop?i don't know but i hope it stops soon.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Wookie

I never thought that i would ever have to blog about this so soon as i thought that i have many more years to spend with him.Wookie's gone.Wookie,the lovable baby in my family.The clown of my family.The crazy lil quirky shih tzu that me and my family have come to love and still do.6 years ago still feels like yesterday.I remember when i could hold him with two palms in my hands and i remember when he got too fat to even try to get his ball which he affectionately regarded as his friend from underneath the couch and he usually bullied me or daddy to get it for him.

He came into our lives suddenly 6 years ago when mummy decided to hold him at the pet shop and fell in love with him and just the same way he came into our lives,he suddenly left our lives as well.Wookie have never been an extremely healthy dog so visits to the vets became very routine to us but i guess in some way,deep down inside of me,i must have known something although i wasn't sure because his visit to the animal hospital felt very different and i was more worried than usual.I even broke down and cried in a mall as WH was holding me and letting me release all i feel inside.I remember i kept sobbing that i wanted my baby home asap.That sunday morning was the last time i ever saw him alive.My parents took him to the hospital.I had classes on monday so i couldn't go visit him.Mummy told me that he would have to go through a surgery on tuesday afternoon but early tuesday morning,he passed away.

none of us knew till mummy went to the hospital on tuesday morning as she wanted to accompany him before the surgery.i was in class but when i felt my phone vibrate and i saw that it was mummy calling me,i knew deep down that it was bad news.My parents brought Wookie home and we burried him in the garden.WH held me the whole afternoon and let me cried as much as i wanted.He even took me out to distract my mind but to be honest,i'm still dealing with my feelings.I even googled on how to deal with my grief but nothing helps as everything i read said that i just have to go through it and just deal with the motions.

I will admit as i type this post,i am crying.I really really miss Wookie.I might not have spoken a lot about him on my blog but i really did and still love him.The house feels so empty now.some people might say he's just a dog but to me and my family,he was our baby and part of our family.Even the neighborhood fat cats miss him.On the day that we burried him,they meowed really loudly and they never usually do that unless other dogs are bullying them.they seemed to know what was going on as they usually visit our house everyday but when Wookie was in the hospital,they never came.I guess they miss him as much as us because one of them was sitting in front of our house gate when we came home this evening.

The house just feels so quiet right now without him.I'm used to his barking when WH sends me home and accompanies me in.I'm used to waking up from my evening naps and feeding him.I'm used to coming home from uni and he is rushing me to feed him dinner.It just feels so odd to not have to rush home and it feels so odd to have the house so quiet.

Grief.Its a funny thing.some people say it does get better and i hope it does but honestly at this point in time,i'm still dealing with it.Wookie,i miss you so much.i hope you are having fun in heaven biting on domokuns (he loved trying to get my domokun plushies to chew on them & i burried the first ever domokun keychain i bought with him) and bullying fat cats (the fat cats in my neighbourhood loved teasing him) and getting loads of snacks.we all miss you and love you very much.

Friday, February 25, 2011

First Week Of Uni & Other Randoms

First week of uni.well,so far,i guess uni is ok but i will admit that i had my lil moments of loneliness and insecurity.i feel so small in such a big wide place.with my petite size,it doesn't help at all.On the first day,i felt really tiny and insignificant that i asked WH to come over to my campus and give me hugs if he finishes his class early as i felt kinda down.WH was so nice and sweet this week.He actually woke up early from my first day to the third day to pick me up and send me to uni and even picked me up from uni and sent me home except for my 2nd day as he had work till 9pm so mummy came and got me.He even fell sick on the third day but still sent me home which i felt so bad and worried about his wellbeing.


Kitty on WH's car


During the jam

Yesterday he came over and got me and sent me to the hair salon to do my hair.Being the devoted caring bf he is,he actually sat down in the salon for like 3 hours while playing his Nintendo DSI and waited for me.Later he developed a fever and got me worried but after a rest,he was alright.

New hairstyle rocks!

Domokun 12 which WH got as my diploma graduation pressie :)

Domokun 17 which i got specially for uni


Well,things have been going well so far that sometimes i do wonder if this is just the calm before the storm.WH and me do have our lil arguements at times but he's too calm and cool and i'm too hot tempered and quick to blow that our argument personalities do not gel and the argument usually just die on its own.uni?well i can't say much about uni yet since i only start classes next week but by the looks of it,i think i will be ok.i just have to get used to the place being so huge and having different system compared to my college.Even WH agrees that i look like a little girl lost there with my Domokun school bag.
Some of our many camwhores during jams (don't worry,the car is not moving when we take pictures) As you can see in the last pic,WH bored of the jams until stoned already @-@

Daddy,me & mummy on my diploma graduation day.Flowers with Winnie The Pooh are from parents and the other bouquet is from WH

So far,i'm doing ok although i must say my hormones are probably a lil messed up as i developed a pimple which is kinda noticeable on my forehead which i haven't had in awhile.oh well,puberty @-@ anyways,i must say this,i know i'm one incredibly lucky girl to have my family and WH.my family who supports me pursuing my further education and doing whatever they can to make sure i can go for my dreams and for WH who just accepts and loves for who i am.for them,i'm extremely grateful.thank you :)


Tuesday, January 4, 2011

2010 Reflections

i know i have pending posts but today i wanna talk about 2010.I'm not gonna do a whole month by month thing since i can't exactly remember so i just wanna talk significant stuff.

I had not too bad grades considering i was in a relationship then.i think i got 4.0 CGPA twice?Then of course,there's the whole big break up drama.Lets just say i still feel it sometimes but i'm healing slowly but surely.There's also meeting new good friends like MG and keeping old friends like The Boi & The Guy & Justine & My Sis but losing friends is also nothing new for 2010.

As for love,lets just say in the middle of the year,i lost it.Towards the end of the year,i was giving up hope on it already but somehow along the way,circumstances change.I'll just put it as that.

As for studies,I've graduated from college in 2010 with a diploma.My convocation is next saturday.i'm excited.i will be doing my degree soon,i hope?it depends on some application stuff.

As for my photography,its going good and i'm improving,i guess :)

As for family,family's good and i'm glad everything is ok.

As for myself? well,all i can say is that i'm happier and things are looking up at this point in time.hopefully 2011 will be much better :)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

NYE & NY

Happy new year :)

31st December 2010

Justine came back from New Zealand for hols so as usual i spent NYE with her.this year was slightly different.Debbie,C'na & Sham was around too.C'na drove so the rest of us navigated the roads though i must say we are not very good navigators as we got lost a few times :P We went to Pavillion first but it was boring so we left although we did get some alco from the supermarket first so that we did not need to spend much on drinks at the bar.My alco tolerance has gotten really low.We except C'na all shared a bottle of wine which i got tipsy on so the girls let me have it.There was also vodka mixed with Cranberry (i think?) but i hated the taste so i was very happy with the wine.Needless to say,i was feeling very 'happy'.We went to reggae bar in KL.it was something different.We danced,too bad Like A G6 didn't come on while we were dancing.

1st January 2011

We left reggae bar thinking we would go to Mist club in Bangsar but we got lost again till the point we got so fed up and when we finally got to mist & saw the amount of cars parked near Mist,we were like forget it.We just went and ta pau mcd and went back to Juss' place.We ate,we talked and we laughed at the random stuff that Sham said.there was a funny 4am convo with WH before i crashed.WH kept asking how was it like being tipsy for me.hahaha.First thing that woke me up was mum calling me and asking me what time to pick me up.The hangover sucks.i felt so hungry.I said to my mum to pick me up at 1pm then change to 2pm and girls being girls,we ended up finishing lunch at like 3 plus.mcd and beef noodles with the gals was good.So far,my new year is going well.I'm happy.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

My Mother's Friend

today had lunch with my mum and her friend.her friend said some really funny stuff that cracked me up but he has requested anonymity so i will call him uncle A.uncle A recently got a Iphone 3GS so he was like playing around with it.It was bought secondhand from his friend according to my mum.He wanted to go to the Mac store to check out chargers (but we were in Ikano so no mac store to go to) so me and my mum were puzzled as to why he wanted to buy charger.he said he don't have one so my mum was like "didn't your friend give you the charger?" then uncle A said "oh?didn't i tell you how my friend got the phone?he was riding on the bus and someone left it on the seat and he picked it up." me and my mum were like surprised and started asking questions.turns out his friend managed to restore it to factory settings even when the phone was passcode locked.basically everything was wiped out except for the phone's name which has also been requested to be anonymous so i shall put the name as "B's Iphone"

scenario 1

mummy:so you gotta buy the charger?
uncle A:yeah lah! B only left me the phone
[me laughing like hell]
mummy:so the plug is with him loh?he's probably staring at it and going "iphone oh iphone,where did you go?"
uncle A:maybe he plug the cable into it and plug the plug into a power source and so depressed that he put the cable into his mouth and keep zapping himself [does the zapping action and stop and does again]

scenario 2
uncle A:Elle,borrow your earphones for awhile please?
[me passes earphones over]
mummy:don't you have?
uncle A:B left me the phone only
[me laughing like hell again]

scenario 3
uncle A:what games to download?
[me and mummy suggest]
uncle A:first time play games in toilet using iphone
mummy:never before meh?then what you do in toilet?
uncle A:i do a lot of things such as read newspaper,bring my netbook into the toilet...
[mummy & me were surprised]
mummy:how you balance?
uncle A:bring in a small table or chair and put lar
[mummy & me just started laughing like mad]

well,uncle A can be pretty sarcastic so imagine the things he said in a sarcastic tone & it can be pretty funny.i kept having the line "B only left me the phone" in my head and kept laughing to myself.none of the scenarios are exact so no judging k?

Friday, September 3, 2010

Eggs

this is a post about some random conversation that happened between me and my mum while shopping at Tesco.Most of the house toilet paper and tissue is out so we bought a lot and while we were lining up,my mum asked me to arrange the groceries on the checkout counter thingy.In front of us was a man buying groceries as well so i stacked up the toilet paper and tissues (there were the man's eggs in front of the tissues and stuff) so this is how the conversation went:

mummy:u stack up like that,its gonna collapse and if the man's eggs break then how?

[we had a carton of eggs as well]

me:aiyoh,if collapse then we just give him 12 eggs to replace loh,we got mah [and i started giggling]

mummy (in cantonese):the man's eggs are good eggs,our's just normal eggs lar [the man bought like omega 3 sorta eggs and ours was the normal type]

in the end,i just started giggling away while restacking the stuff.that's how me and my mummy sometimes have weird and funny conversations

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Sometimes,Just Back Off

i'm posting this without exactly knowing if the people i want to direct it to will read it but honestly i just want to get this out of my system.to all you people who are so 'concerned' with my life,my facebook statuses and stuff,JUST BACK OFF!

would you like it if your mum or your family member say stuff to you like "hey people keep asking me about ur facebook statuses,what is up with that?" Honestly,yes,my facebook is public to people i've met or i know but my statuses are sometimes inside jokes that only people who are close enough with me would know what i mean or that i'm joking.

I do not like it when my mum says that she have to clean up my shit for me.for me,if people are not so 'concerned',there will be nothing to clean up.You all may say they're just concerned.if they're concerned then ask me personally.is it so hard to personally pm me or ask me about it?

for me,if you ask me nicely and if its not too private,i will answer you but to go behind my back and ask my mum?sorry lar,that's not called concerned for me already.that's just busybody.whatever i say here is my opinion.it does not represent my family or friends' opinion about this.

honestly i'm only 20 years old.i still have many more lessons to learn and life to go through and yes,you all may say my facebook statuses represent me but i'm not cursing anyone or trashing anyone.certain things i post like 'i want a photographer boyfriend' may seem a lil overboard for some people especially since my break up is not too long ago but for me and for people who know me well enough,they would know i'm just joking and yes,people who are really concerned like my pet sis and certain close friends or just friends actually asked me personally about it.

that's why i say that if you're concerned,just ask me personally about it.don't go to my friends,don't go to my family to ask about things concerning me if you could ask me personally.that's called going behind my back and being a busybody because if you could see my facebook statuses,it means you could ask me personally since i put some really private settings on my facebook.

i'm basically just ranting here because its not pleasant for me to keep getting questioned by my mum.some of you may say post less controversial statuses then but seriously if you do look through my facebook,there's nothing really controversial at all.i do know how to keep certain things under lock and key.

i just am sick of getting questioned.that's all and btw,i will not answer anything related to the reasons of me and my ex breaking up unless the person asking me is close to me because that is one of the things i keep really private.basically,this is it.ask me if you really wanna know stuff about me,not ask anybody else.kthxbai.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Rethink

These past few months have been a struggle.I've been doing a lot of thinking about everything especially about my future.Do i want to be a public relations officer or a journalist or do something entirely different altogether?Don't get me wrong,i love doing public relations and i also love writing but somethings happened that made me rethink my path.I honestly do not know if i'm strong enough to face everything.

Some days i wish to just have someone hold me tight and tell me that everything will be fine because since the beginning of the year,i feel like my world is slightly crumbling.I've always been or at least tried to so sure of my path but throughout everything that's been going on this past half year,it feels like nothing is sure anymore.I can't even grasp what i want.

I was talking to my mum and she said i gotta think hard and make a choice.Maybe i should sooner or later but for now,i guess i'll just try to cope.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Lost Adventure & Randomness

Malaysian signboards are so ridiculous sometimes.Me and Steven aka the pet bro got lost for one and an half hour last saturday while on our way back from Bon Odori mainly because there were not much signboards that we got onto the wrong highway then got ourselves on the right highway but took another turn to get to the highway again because the freaking sign was so small and was blocked by trees!

It didn't help that we did not exactly know where were we but then again,it was good to laugh so much and spend that time talking to him bout things.me and him should hang out again soon.its always an adventure but that does not mean i like Malaysian signboards.they should improve it :P

M.G just had to remind us that it was hungry ghost month while i was the phone with him when me and Steven were lost.lets just say it was not amusing at all.another thing which was not amusing was how much Dustyhawk and Bill were teasing me about my height at Bon Odori till they forced me to take a picture with them while me being in the middle :(
'The Two Towers with the skybridge who was
not amused"

Bon Odori was fun.Met up with loads of friends.C2AGE was fun as well.Happened to bump into my uncle and their family.Photos here

Till next post then,bye :)

Certain Reflections

mood:reflectional
songs:eenie meenie by justin bieber feat sean kingston,a million different weddings by 2storeyheart,foolish love by big bang,qing tian by jay chou,my bloody valentine by tata young

today is the 19th of july.if me and him had lasted,it would have been 6 days after our 11 month anniversary.as it turns out,we never lasted despite how much i tried.yes,i said 'i tried'.i won't say both of us tried because as time went on,it seemed like i was the one who tried so much to hang on to him,to us.

in 10 days,it would be two months since the breakup.i'm still dealing with it in my own way.i've grieved,cried,missed him and now i'm over it but its still awkward when people who do not know that we broke up asks me 'where is your bf?' or 'how is your bf?' i smile and try to explain that we broke up and the questions will start.i've given up trying to explain nicely the reason.as this blog is pretty public,i do not want to disclose it but i will just say a reason that will shut them up.

Its not that i mind people being concerned about me but sometimes i would rather just leave the topic alone altogether because it creates awkward moments for me and sources told me that he's already after another girl now.i don't really care anymore but now knowing that there were a lot of things that i did not know about and right now feeling like i never really knew him at all,it makes me feel like questioning whether he ever really even loved me or was it all just fake to him.

i have heard this quote before which says 'women can fake orgasms but men can fake a whole relationship',i find it so true.i gave my all in the relationship but right now,i really wonder was it ever worth it?was everything worth it?to be honest,i really don't know.all i can say is that it was an experience.i'm a great believer in the philosophy that God gives trials for a reason that we might not understand right now but we may understand it later.

I did love him and some of you may think if you did love him,how can you be over him so fast?i have my reasons,reasons that i chose not to disclose out of respect of the relationship we had.no matter what had happened,we were once close and were in love so out of respect,i'm not gonna say my reasons but know this,i did love him back then.

for now,i have my friends,my family to help me go through this period.I've tried being superwoman handling most things but i keep stressing myself up and also falling sick so to a certain someone which i shall dub as M.G,thanks for listening to me when i was so upset,stressed out to the point i felt like punching a wall and just being there for me.

I'll try to update more when i can :) take care


Thursday, June 4, 2009

Pictures Tell More Than A Thousand Words

mood:happy-ish
listening to:Lonely In Gorgeous by Tommy February,Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship feat Leighton Meester,Heaven by Big Bang,Fingerprints by Katy Perry,Chicago Is So Two Years Ago by Fall Out Boy,Perfect Situation by Weezer,This Love by Big Bang,Nightmare by Snow,A Good Person by Big Bang,Queen Of Apology (Patrick Stump Remix) by The Sounds,One by Epik High feat Ji Sun,Lollypop by Big Bang feat 2NE1,Knock Knock by Lenka,Lies by Big Bang,Here We Go Again by Paramore,Last Farewell by Big Bang,Hate Every Beautiful Day by Sugarcult,Gee by Girls Generation,Roses by Meg & Dia,Lets Make Out by Does It Offend You,Yeah?Black Wedding by Meg & Dia,Bored Of Your Love by Meg & Dia,The Sherry Ends by Does It Offend You,Yeah?,Fighting For Nothing by Meg & Dia,Fire by 2NE1,Hug Me by Meg & Dia,Kiss You Goodnight by Meg & Dia,Pretty Angel by Shal Sagan,With A Heavy Heart (I Regret To Inform You) by Does It Offend You,Yeah?,Happy Ever After Dies by Shal Sagan,Dawn Of The Dead by Does It Offend You,Yeah?,It's Alright,It's Ok by Ashley Tisdale,Epic Last Song by Does It Offend You,Yeah?,Crazy by Sam,Kelsey by Metro Station

Hey all,

today will be pics post to cheer things up here k? [Warning,long post ahead...]

KLDW Goodies


Genesis Culture Shirt
[I got it becoz of 2StoreyHeart's logo
on the shirt :D]

Postcards by Mari-chan
[I got 1 or 2 free from her :)]

Autograph from Mari-Chan :D

Postcards from PJCAD

Oh&Ah Postcard

Handmade Postcards

Back Of The Postcards
Funny ;p

:(

Kawaii Desu!

Unique Postcards

For my sis :)
I Picked This Coz Its A Lil
Reminder To Myself :)

I Want A Happily Ever After

Quirky

Hanging On My Baby's [The Camera,
Please Suggest Me Names
For It?] Bag Now

Namecards

Other Lil Stuff

Don't Panic [Try Guess What The
Orange Thing Is ;p]

Chin Yew's Comic From KLDW

I Always Start Tearing Up At This Part :`(

My Other Lil Goodies
Z Won This For Me :)

Free Bear

Bag That Came With My Baby [The Camera],
Guess What Model & Brand Is My Baby :)

Princess Earrings :)

Prom Goodie Bag

1 Lost,2 Wear,1 In Storage

A Lil Something Secret Got For Me :)

My B'day Goodies :)
Domokun From Cute Cher

Hello Kitty From The Boi

My New Camera Lens From Bro,Jen & Parents

Purse From Z

Goodies From Bazaar :)

Wishing Wand Chain

Faux Juicy Couture Charm Bracelet

Retro Sunglasses

Gold Hairband

Butterfly & Bear Hairclips

L-R,Butterflies,Umbrellas,Butterflies
[I Love Them :)]

Oscar The Grouch!!!
[A Lil 411 Bout Me For You All,
Out Of All The Sesame Street Characters,
I Only Like Cookie Monster & Oscar The Grouch,Maybe
A Lil Bit Of The Count As Well.
Elmo Is Overrated,That's Just My Opinion]

"We Better Stay Away!" Was
What Z Said To The Boi
When I Wore The Shirt

Random Stuff
My Wrist Being So Small
That My Standard Wrist Size
Faux Juicy Couture Charm Bracelet
Can Slip Off @-@

Weird Looking Fat Chillies

Milo In Like Milk Cartons? @-@
Salmon Sashimi At Home :)

Pictures Of Me

College [3.6.09]

'Overrated'

Oscar,My Darlings :D
[A Lil Fun Fact,Went To Watch
Night At The Museum 2 Wearing This Shirt,
Nearly Fangirl-ed In The Cinema,
Watch The Movie To Find Out Why :D]

Hope you liked the pics.Comments are <3>

love y'all,
QuirkyLilPrincess