Need You

Lyrics

I know its not your fault, but I’m a locked door
Anytime I’m a mess by someone before
And I wish that I, I could find a key
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I need you to understand, you, you, you

Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick
We’ve got a million keys,?
None of them seem to fit
While your on the phone,
Call up the clocksmith,
Cuz I could use some time,
Even the slightest bit
Let me open up and start again,
And break this safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time
I said I need you
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I need you to understand, you, you, you

I’m thinking now’s the time,
Maybe its time to go, if I gave you my heart, be gentle,
I’m tired of laying low, lets give the world a show
And when you know, you know,
And when you know, you know, you know
And when you know, you know, you know, you know
And that’s why I need time

I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2)
I need you to understand (x4)
I need you (x3)
I need you, you, you

Music & Lyrics

there are songs that remind me of different ppl.love the way you lie reminds me of the ex-domo.any jay chou song but particularly qing tian & jian dan ai and ke ai nu ren reminds me of the ex,J.and then there are the songs that reminds you of a particular moment.

i like to look up lyrics to songs i listen to for fun.no matter what language,i try to find translations if i could.i can't read chinese and my understanding of Mandarin or any other language except English,Malay & Cantonese is pretty low so i have to look up translations for songs from other languages.

but once i look up the lyrics and i understand what the song is about, especially if i could relate to it,i do tear up at times.some songs that induces tears are like wo bu pei,ni ting de dao & qing tian by jay chou.qing tian and ni ting de dao always chokes me.J used to sing qing tian to me all the time.ni ting de dao was partly me & the ex-domo's song.even wei yi by wang lee hom can get me in tears.that was the first ever song if i remember well that i got the ex-domo to sing for me.i was just lying on him having his arms wrapped around me.i asked him to sing for me and he asked me what i want so i said i want wei yi by wang lee hom.he's not an awesome singer but it was good enough for me.

yi lu xiang bei by jay chou is sad if you look at the lyrics.people drifting apart.the one song i listened to while i kept fighting with the ex-domo was pretty girl (the way) by sugarcult.if you look up the lyrics,you would understand why.

music and lyrics are powerful.the moment you listen to a song,you are brought back to the moment that the song reminds you of and what's most upsetting is that the moments you remember are usually the sad ones.

Love The Way You Lie

I downloaded this song by Eminem featuring Rihanna without knowing exactly what the song is about.When i first listened to it,i thought "cool,it has nice beats,Rihanna sounds good and really good rapping by Eminem" and then i googled the lyrics.Trust me,i shuddered when i read the lyrics because its about abusive relationships.

I've been in that situation just a couple of months before.I do not want to disclose what happened exactly but now i feel that i should have gotten out of that situation sooner.I guess love sometimes really makes someone blind.The music video was released on Thursday night.I watched it yesterday and i was actually shivering because some of the things in the video has actually happened to me before.

Its painful.Its not the physical pain that i have to live with,its more on emotional and mental.Day by day,these thoughts run through my mind such as "did he really love me?was it just a difficult relationship?if i had stayed,would things have gotten better?" This is a difficult topic for me to blog on as i really believe that is really personal and its the first time i'm publicly acknowledging this.

I used to have all sorts of questions when i hear of people being in a abusive relationship and still staying in it like why don't they just leave?Now having been in one myself,i totally understand their reasons.When you love someone so much,you would like to believe that eventually things will work out and that if you just stay and try to work it out,it will.

To be honest,this song is talking about Eminem & his ex-wife Kim's volatile relationship.I used to wonder why they kept breaking up and getting back together but i totally understand now.Not that i would go back to that situation ever again and now i know of signs to watch out for but i understand when you love someone so badly,you just want everything to work out.

I keep looping this song because its an emotional release for me but i can't watch the music video too much as its too disturbing for me because it feels too real for me.Guys,when a girl really loves you,even if she's a bitch normally,she would swallow her pride down and keep it quiet just to make things work.Treat girls better.Girls,stand up for yourself no matter how much you love someone because it takes two parties to make a relationship work.

lyrics for the song

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

P/s please do not post comments trashing anybody as it will not be approved.This is just my take on what i have been through.Thanks.

Wo Ai Ni

Say It's True,I'll Never Ask For Anyone But You.

I have been staring at this blog composing page for awhile not knowing what to type for this post.I want to be cryptic yet at the same time,i want to be straightforward.

I keep biting and peeling my nails and skin as i do not know what to type for this post.I feel confused,i feel mixed up.I have pending posts but I'm not in the mood to do it now.Have you ever felt so confused and frustrated that you just wanna scream but at the same time,you just wanna curl up and cry?

I feel that way.I know what my cure is but currently i have no access to that particular cure & it hurts.I know i sound way too cryptic but i have my own principles that i won't spill out really personal stuff here.

My head spins.My heart hurts.I want and need access to my cure but i can't get to my cure.To my replacement cures,thanks for listening to my rants,to my tears on the phone.Sorry to let you know that i still ache,i still hurt,i still feel like crying but thanks for everything.Unfortunately,only my particular cure can cure this heartache.

Maybe I'm too impatient,maybe i ask for too much,maybe i think too much.All the maybes.To be honest,my heart aches,my tears threaten to spill,my head spins and i keep biting my lips to keep everything calm and composed even though i know its far from being composed.

Every time this hurts,it hurts both ways.I know it way too well.

Cute Song

Emotionally Unstable

I Will Be All That You Want

I Guess I'm Trying To Say I'm Sorry But It Always Comes Out Wrong

Another day without you with me is like a blade that cuts right through me but I can wait, I can wait forever

mood:tired,emo,choking up my tears
listening to:I Miss You by Simple Plan,I Can Wait Forever by Simple Plan,Fall To Pieces by Avril Lavigne

The headaches,the tears,the
curling up & choking down the
tears.
It will all be worth it
in the end.
I'm sure of it.

I Can Wait Forever by Simple Plan

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

[Chorus]
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

[Chorus]
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like "forever"
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it
(I just can't take it)

[Chorus]
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever

It's Not So Pleasant But We Deal,We Deal

Tears can't flow even though I feel
like it.I can't say I'm not used to being
shouted at.I am,Its just...sigh...
I'm lost for words.

All relationships take work.
That's what I will keep in mind.
I love you.I really do.

Falling Stars :)

I said on 4th July 09 that the
day I find someone who would
catch falling stars with me,
that would be the right person
for me & I got you now :)

You Get Me :)

mood:happily in love & contented

listening to:You Get Me by Michelle Branch

Love :)

I got lucky when you found me.
I really did.Only God knows how much you make me smile :)
Even if we do sometimes get into fights or arguments and I do
end up crying & not choi you,
there's nothing you wouldn't do to make me smile back.

You would make silly faces at me,pretend to not choi me cause you
know i'm soft hearted that way and even tickle me & etc just to see me
smile at you.
You are always so attentive to me.Always willing to carry me if I'm tired
even if you're tired yourself.Always willing to be my pillow :)
Always realizing if there's something I need and you would
go right away to get it for me.Always giving in to me no matter
how childish my request might seem though most of the time,
you would rationalize it with me 1st :)

There are way too many things to list down that you do for me
but know this,I understand and realize that I'm lucky.In fact,I'm
probably one of the luckiest girls alive and thanks for that,my love :)

One song that really describes how I feel about you & us :)

You Get Me by Michelle Branch
So I'm a little left of center
I'm a little out of tune
Some say I'm paranormal
So I just bend their spoon
Who wants to be ordinary
In a crazy, mixed-up world
I don't care what they're sayin'
As long as I'm your girl

Hey, you are on my side
And they, they just roll their eyes

You get me
When nobody understands
You come and take the chance, baby
You get me
You look inside my wild mind
Never knowing what you'll find
And still you want me all the time
Yeah, you do
Yeah, you get me

So what if I see the sunshine
In the pouring rain
Some people think I'm crazy
But you say it's okay
You've seen my secret garden
Where all of my flowers grow
In my imagination
Anything goes

I, I am all you want
They, they just read me wrong

You get me
When nobody understands
You come and hold my hand, baby
You get me
You look inside my wild mind
Never knowing what you'll find
Still you want me all the time
Yeah, you do
'Cause you get me

Hey, you are on my side
They, they just roll their eyes
Yeah, yeah, yeah

'Cause you get me
When nobody understands
You come and take the chance, baby
You get me
When none of the pieces fit
You make sense of it
You get me
You look inside my wild mind
Never knowing what you'll find
And still I want you all the time
Yeah, I do
'Cause you get me
Yeah, oh, yeah, oh

Proof of how much attentiveness you
paid to me :)
I just said this was cute & you got it
for me.Thanks my love :)

Happy 1 Month Anniversary :)

mood:happy :)
listening to:The World Has It's Shine (But I would Drop It On A Dime) by Cobra Starship,Wei Yi by Wang Lee Hom & Stay By Estrella

Funniest pic of us :)

Happy 1 month anniversary to my love :) There are so many things i wanna say but i can't put it into words.Even actions won't be enough.Even if i were to hug u tight for 24 hours,kiss you for every minute that we have been together or even to spend a whole week with you without letting go of you,it won't be enough.

My friends say that i got lucky when i found you but actually i got lucky when you found me because only God knows how jaded i was about love & relationships.I wanted to give up but you found me :) My friend told me to appreciate what we have and don't lose you.I won't.I know i'm not the best gf in the world but i intend to work at it.I want this as in our relationship and us to last.I know relationships take work and i intend to give more than 100% on us :)

The day we met was not the day i fell in love with you but the day i fell in love with you was the day i realized "hey,i wanna spend the rest of my life with this guy" and that is 10 times better because i feel that many people have searched for love or even have been found by love but how many people can truly say that the day they fell in love with someone was the day they decided they wanna spend the rest of the life with that person?You know i don't say i love you unless i meant it and i truly meant it when i said it that day :)

Happy 1 month anniversary,my love and here's to many more anniversaries to come :)

Song dedications for my love that i feel is totally us :)

The World Has It's Shine (But I Would Drop It On A Dime) by Cobra Starship

I’m not one for love songs.
The way I’m living makes you feel like giving up
But you don’t,
And I want everything for you.

My disappointment
‘Cause you’ve been left behind
And the world has its shine,
I would drop it on a dime for you.

(Hey oh!)
And whatever it takes.
(Hey oh!)
I’m gonna make my way home.
(Hey oh!)
We can turn our backs on the past
And start over…

Not long ago
I gave up hope,
But you came along
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know.

Before I met you
I used to dream you up and make you up in my mind (up in my mind)
Woah-oh.
And all I ever wanted
Was to be understood.
You’ve been the only one who could.
I could never turn my back on you.

(Hey oh!)
And whatever it takes.
(Hey oh!)
I’m gonna make my way home.
(Hey oh!)
We can turn our backs on the past
And start over…

Not long ago (not long ago)
I gave up hope, (I gave up hope)
But you came along (you came along)
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know (more than you could ever know.)
More than you could ever know.
It’s you.

Not long ago
I gave up hope,
But you came along.
Gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
(Yeah!)
Not long ago (not long ago)
I gave up hope, (I gave up hope)
But you came along (you came along)
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know.



Wei Yi by Wang Lee Hom

(English Translation)
My sky is so fresh and clean
The clear promise is the air of the past
The person holding my hand is you
But your smile; cannot be clearly seen

Was it because a star changed its heart’s preference?
The wishes of the past; have all been thrown away
I can’t breathe recently
Even my own shadows; I too want to escape (escape)

Baby you’re my only one
The two worlds have all changed shapes; it’s not that easy to go back
Assurance; you’re my only one
I say I Love You alone to the phone; I really love you
Baby I cannot love you more than this

Actually, it has already passed the limit of love

(Pinyin)
Wo de tian kong duo mo de qing xi
tou ming de cheng luo shi guo qu de kong qi
qian zhe wo de shou shi ni dan ni de xiao rong que kan bu qi

*shi fou yi ge xing xing bian le xing
chong qian de yuan wang ye quan dou gei pao qi
zhiu jing wowu fa hu xi lian zhi ji de ying zhi dou xiang tao bi

(chorus)
Baby ni jiu shi wo de wei yi liang ge shi jie dou bian xing
hui qi tan he rong yi
que ding ni jiu shi wo de wei yi du zhi dui zhe dian hua shuo wo ai ni
wo zhen de ai ni
Baby wo yi bu neng duo ai ni yi xie

*repeat
(chorus)
qi shi zao yi chao guo le ai de shi xian

(chorus)





Stay by Estrella
Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

Forever Promise :)

Great Accessories

We were never meant to be baby,
we just happened
[Knock You Down by Keri Hilson feat
Kanye West & Ne-Yo]

Sepia Emotions

You don't answer anything as i
cry out "I miss you"
[Haru Haru (Day By Day) by Big Bang]

Uncalculated Risks

You're leaving me breathless, I hate this,I hate this.

[I Caught Myself,Paramore]

When You Let Your Heart Win

Why do we like to hurt so much?
[That's What You Get,Paramore]

Never Had It At All

I took a shot and didn't even come close
At trust and love and hope.
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me.

[I've Got A Dark Alley & A Bad Idea
That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth
(Summer Song),Fall Out Boy]

Played Instead

mood:playful
listening to:Roses by Meg & Dia,Gee by Girls Generation

My best lyrics since 6 months-1 year ago(i think,my own opinion),the one couple of months back?just some random one.

Played Instead

Chorus
If i told you i was broke tonight,
would you take me out,take me out?
But i don't think you would 'cause
i'm just a toy,just a toy to you

Last night,i opened up the
box of memories again.
Found the cards you gave me,
the ones that you called me 'baby' in

Found our very first picture together,
i thought i have tore it up,
guess i didn't,guess i didn't

Chorus

Remember that time we fought over
the phone & you made me cry in KLCC?
No,i guess you don't.You were just toying
around with my emotions

Remember you said you would marry me?
I can't believe how stupid i was to believe it
but i'm over it because i finally understood
how i was just a toy to you

Chorus

Bridge
You were the one to say i love you forever first
but you were also the first to fall out of love.
I was just a toy to you,you never really loved me.
If i could turn back time,you would be the one played instead.

Chorus

If i could turn back time,you would be the one played instead

Copyright QLP Music

No prizes for guessing who i based this song on k?coz its so omg obvious (bimbo a bit,hahaha)leave comments plz <3 take care.

love y'all,
QuirkyLilPrincess