This is not a song by blink-182

as i grow up,i realize something about myself.

i'm less vocal these days.i'm still a rebel but not so much

anymore,i guess?

ever since i got into college,my self esteem is up and down.

i worry about my weight,my hair colour,my hair style,

my height but most of all,my self.

sometimes i doubt myself so badly

sometimes i don't know if i've really grew up

i guess in some ways,i'm still immature.

i want to bluntly throw everything out here

but i can never find the perfect words.

this is not a song by blink-182

hence it won't be perfect.