Bits Of Emo

listening:Adam's Song by Blink-182,Gei Wo Yi Shou Ge De Shi Jian by Jay Chou

sometimes i get depressed for no reason at all.
maybe i do have reasons but i just refuse to acknowledge it.
its been more than 5 years since the turbulent years started.
people who know me best would know what happened back then
and honestly,i never ever want to go back to it.

his support at this point is what is keeping me strong.
i know the whole cliche thing about not depending
on someone so much but honestly,he is the one
keeping me from going back to what i did during those turbulent years.

I'll never disclose here what i did back then but trust me,
it ain't good.i still have marks from those years.emotionally,
physically and even mentally.Sometimes i wish i can be more public
but i know about backlashes and this is still somewhere i go
for my writing sanity so i wish to keep this blog like it is now.

Some posts are never meant for the public to read and comment on,
therefore if you notice,i've begun disabling comments for certain posts.
I'm sorry but i'm doing this to remain this place,somewhere i can go to
rant out everything.that's all for now.